Day 69 Monday 06th June 2011
Cleansing Water for the Soul
Everything happens for a reason….everything happens for a reason That’s my mantra for today.
I didn’t have a very good start to my week as I found out today that my work contracted hours are being reduced significantly. I won’t lie, I am sad about this. Every negative has a positive though…right? though I can’t really see it right now. At least once my leg is back to normal (it’s almost to that point – thankfully), I will gradually be able to get back in to a routine with work and day-to-day life.
I will have to find another job as well as the one I have but I’ve no idea what I will do. I mean, ideally, photography is what I would really like to concentrate on – it’s what I would like to make a career of, it’s what makes me feel alive and I really hope that one day, my dream will come true – I really do.
I have to be thankful that I still have a job, it could be far worse than it is, it’s just not what I was expecting today.
I will take it in my stride, after all, everything happens for a reason. Hopefully I can turn this around to make it in to a positive for me. I wish that I could just take photographs all day every day. That would be my dream.
I went for my walk today and the colour of the water was absolutely gorgeous. All the turmoil that I had inside me calmed and turned in to peace after walking along the coast. It has such an incredibly calming effect on me. I think that is why I am writing this so calmly. If I’d written this post this morning, it would have sounded very different.